Wednesday, June 25, 2008

my jealous heart can't take it. fuck. fuck. fuck.

betch. i used to find this song irrelevant but like, what the fuck? it's sticking into my head coz' it explains every inch that i feel. screw you douchebags!!! :(

saw you with your new girl just yesterday
And I feel that I must confess
Even though it kills me to have to say
I'll admit that I was impressed
Physically just short of perfection
Gotta commend you on your selection
Though I know I shouldn't be concerned
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does she rub your feet
When you've had a long day
Scratch your scalp
When you take out your braids
Does she know that you like too
Play PS2 till 6 in the morning
Like I do

I can't explain this feeling
I think about it everyday
And even though we've moved on
It gets so hard to walk away
(I'm gonna remember you
You're gonna remember me)
Walk Away, Walk Away, walk away

I can't forget how we used to be
Our life from day to day
Hoping maybe you'll come back
And though I tell myself not to be afraid
To move on but it seems I can't
Though a new man has given me attention
It ain't the same as your affection
Though I know I should be content
In the back of my mind
I can't help but question
Does he kiss me on the forehead
Before we play
Show up on my doorstep(with a bouquet)
Does he call me in the middle of the day
Just to say hey baby I love you
Like you used to

So hard to express this feeling
Cause nobody compares to you
And you know she'll never love you like I do..

ehhh. fuck i left him because i didn't feel like i used to and look at me now, acting like a pussy and i can't even afford to look at those assholes. this shitty feeling is it's toll on me and i really hate this. ugh :(

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